The sadness is still there. I wonder if it is more grieving than sadness. I couldn't focus at work today. it wasn't happening so I took the afternoon off. There is something to look forward to tonight and that is book club. It is a nice bunch of ladies. I don't know them well but it is a joy to meet with them once a month. I do not even know all their names. There always seem to be ten women but it is never the same. I am so bad at names,
I look forward to it tonight. Hopefully it will lift my mood.