hell on heels

Fuckity Fucks.
2012-06-11 21:25:00 (UTC)

On making decisions...

I am not sure what it is that goes through my head when I make a decision. Usually they are very fast spur of the moment type of ideas. Some I think through but most I just run with it. I am rethinking this whole JRG and THE BOY situation...

After Jrg had his baby...Idk, I guess something just changed. I don't see myself with him the way I did the week before. I want to be with a man who has his shit together doesn't have multiple children with different women. UGH! Not that he doesn't have his shit together but he is not stable...though neither am I. He has a lot of great qualities and he wants to do soo much I really hope he gets it together and does it! He took a test for school today in writing and got one of the highest scores the lady has ever seen! Isn't that awesome! He is so smart I really hope the kid goes somewhere and uses his abilities to do well.

The boy on the other hand...shit, what can I say? I was with him for almost 4 years I love 'em I don't want him to be with another woman! I think of it and want to puke! I don't know if its that I want to be with him or if I just miss him being around and refuse to see him with another ladyfriend.




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