Anonymous

You've got a friend in Pennsylvania
2012-06-06 00:39:01 (UTC)

Second entry

Well, it's been almost a year since I wrote my first entry and a lot has changed since then.
I am no longer with my boyfriend (now ex) he cheated on me a few times with different girls and it's a long story really. It took me a while to get over it and to move on, but I feel like I've finally done it and I'm happy being on my own and single for the time being.
I am also no longer friends with my old best friend. I could go into exactly why we fell out, but the whole story is embarrasing and upsetting to be honest and it's better to leave it in the past.
I just want to say that, a lot of people think I'm a liar and they probably will never fully trust another thing that I say but you all just assumed that i told lies and you never asked me the truth. I didn't lie, hand on heart. There were times I over exaggerated situations when I was angry (which was wrong of me) but I didn't make up any lies to try and hurt or manipulate anyone.
To those people who I think believe me, thank you so much. I was in such a dark place and you don't realise how grateful I am that you have made me happy again. It means so much to me.
I have left high school and am now in college. I just recently finished my exams for AS. I'm so scared about not being able to get into second year of college. My tutor said I shouldn't worry about my attendance because I'm a "special exception" but if I don't pass the psychology exam then I'll have to leave college and maybe get a job which doesn't appeal to me in the slightest.

I did this diary entry almost a whole year ago with the intention to do it more often, but perhaps I'll come back every june (if I remember that is) and write a new "update".

Yeah so, see you next year.




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