Tiffany

Life,Love,Music
2012-05-30 21:31:41 (UTC)

Alone?!

OMFG! I'm listening to Adam Lambert with no one to talk to. It is mad depressing. My boyfriend's phone is disconnected and everyone else is busy. It is annoying me to death. I have nothing to do now and am wanting to cry. Why does his phone have to get disconnected?! I haven't had a very good day except for a few little things and now it is just I don't even know. I wish I actually had a life at this point. I'm not even tired now because I have done nothing but sit here. There is never anything to do at like 9:30pm at night. I wish I could just go crawl in a hole. No one would even notice I was gone. I think I am going to start not texting anyone except my boyfriend and see what happens. Maybe I would get more people to text me I don't know. I know it is no fun having nothing to do because no one will talk to you though. I hate life sometimes..... And on top of this my niece colored on my fucking bedroom floor with crayon and I had to clean it up -.- Like really what the fuck!! Today has been a pretty shitty day except for like 12am-630am. I loved that part of the day but now I am just like screw it. You don't even give a fuck if I am here or not why should I put ANY effort into this shit? People come and go so much anymore I don't even think it matters. I am so used to everyone staying for a while and leaving. I just need to cool down and relax but I can't. I'm just going to go lay down and hope I never wake up..... People don't even need to bother texting or calling me.

- Tiffany M. Boyd




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