NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2012-05-26 14:58:18 (UTC)

Jumbled Thoughts just because IDK

Today is starting out kinda weird and I don't know why nor how to explain it!
I am trying to slow down my thoughts; it's like I'm thinking about everything; yet nothing!
LMFAO man am I messed up!
I don't think they are bad thoughts, I mean it's not like I want to hurt somebody or myself!
I'm drinking tea and thinking how I have to lose 40 pounds!
At least that's one thought I can be clear on and like that's going to happen because I can't seem to get motivated enough to do shit except eat for no reason and sleep when I come back from work!
My week of vacation got approved, now just to save up the money to be able to go where I want!
Missing work for that long bit me in the ass when I had to use my savings!
Fuck me!
Today I'm going to my aunts at noon to help her clean and get ready for my younger cousin's birthday party; at least my mind will be off of being so lonely!
I'll try to write more later, I'm going to finish my tea and I don't know maybe go take another shower!
Have a safe and happy Memorial weekend all

Til next time
Sadie




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