kettamine

kettamine
2012-05-25 17:52:14 (UTC)

neverending...

Well, its been awhile since I've written...and the issue I write about is I don't still the same. What part of "don't give up on me...I'm going to fix it" am I misunderstanding. And I want to talk to him about it...but I can't...I don't want to upset him or stress him out or whatever it is that I'm apparently doing. But mainly I just want to know HOW he's working on whatever it is that's causing it. Because yeah...its been since MARCH. I'm falling asleep next to the man I am the most attracted to and have ever been in my entire life every night...wanting him to want me. And to understand and talk to me about what it makes ME feel like. He ignored everything I say that could be even remotely construed as sexual...makes me feel so bad...guilty...angry....unattractive...disgusting....I could go on...but I won't...cause it hurts.




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