Minib09

My World
2012-05-15 13:02:09 (UTC)

♪ A new Change ♪

Dear Diary,

Well since yesterday, got a new bf. Total sweetheart, known him for years, and we get along so well. He's been by my side since all the bs that goes on since day 1 of HIS High School days [Yes I'm older. He spent the night, then coming back here after work to chill out again :] Maybe another over night deal :]

Anyways, been thinking about SERIOUSLY joining this time. Everything seams to go to shit since the day I started working at Walmart. I keep struggling with money, the job sucks, and I just want something better for me. Bf and all my girls thinks its better for me and think I will be able to pass all this training course. I'd love to join, love to travel, and sign my life away to USAF.
I always looked up to them for years, but never got the chance on actually joining for real. I watch the videos of the whole training deal, and I keep questioning, can I do this. Can I handle being a 100% boy in this service as a real fighter? I think of it, I want to become it. A flyer is what I want, becoming a real USAF in any job I can get my hands on back in the real world can be worth something.
I wonder if I can really do it. I'm going to be working with one of my friends to help me train for USAF. <3 I thank him for helping me change the way it goes. I cant wait to actually leave here, and make a new life away from MA.

L8ta,
[.:Forever a Flyer:.]
5.14.12




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