OliveOil

Journal to no where
2012-05-11 04:05:40 (UTC)

memories or nightmares?

is it weird that sometimes i wish i was back in rehab? where i could relate to everyone and completely be myself. yet i hated it so much, but at the same time i loved it. at night i think of the weirdest scenarios. i deff talk to myself way to much ha. all i do is watch movies and shows about sex drugs and crazy people. why am i so infatuated with that kind of life style, it never did me well, so why do i love it. godd now i really wanna be back in treatment, they even had good food! haha i went to caron foundation best rehab I've ever been to. except for the bitch counselor heather, HATED HER. i just miss being able to talk to anyone there and them not being my mom. no punishments for what i told them. just open hearts. god i miss that so much. why is the world so lonely.




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