codeine_confessions

from beneath the pendulum
2012-05-03 02:51:46 (UTC)

when u dont wanna wake up


im so glad im pregnant
i mean its scary no doubt...
but a good kinds scary. i jus worry bout
things like finances, homes, transportation..
i still havent gotten wic yet. i need that shit.
im not scared of the actual pregnancy im just pretty damn sure the only person i want to be here for me is going to continue his absency pattern even after the baby is born.. i love him to fucking death (dont ask why) but he cusses me out about everything..like when i try to help him or comfort him he trips the fuck out. if i ask him any question at4 all, im a fucking bitch trying to start a fight and all kinds if shit. i hate it. i hate this. im ready to put a bullet between my eyes and say fuck it.




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