When people ask me if I'm your best friend, they don't believe me. And every time I tell then, they want proof. And then they always ask me questions about you I don't really have the answers to. So when you reject or deny information from me it sort of feels like you don't want to be best friends. You've done it plenty of times but I let those times go. That is why it hurts being your best friend, when it shouldn't.