Wildheart

Rantings of a restless mind
2012-04-28 12:26:22 (UTC)

Didn't see that coming... pssssh right

Today I lost my job... I had a Wellness Court participant show up at my cousins house last Friday, while I was there. He was expecting to drink, when he should NOT have been and didn't expect me to be there I believed I handled everything accordingly, but hey, it is what it is right? Sooooo... yikes, what to do what to do. I am trusting in God because that is all I have right now. I believe he has something better in mind for me. I didn't like the way things were done there, a lot of shady dealing for a Court System beginning right at the top with the Chief Judge. My only enjoyment was working with the Court participants. I am sad to have to leave them behind but I pray that whoever replaces me will care as much as I do if not more. I had to talk to one most of the night because he was upset by my firing and I did not want it to interfere with his progress...
"G" cheered me up and helped me to see that no matter what, I will get through this... it is not the end, just a change of plans and we all know how that can happen at any time. Everyone is telling me to "shed some light" on the things going on there at the Courts but I don't know if I want to be that kind of person... will have to pray about it. It just has a vindictive feel to it ya know? I have to say GOD IS GOOD!! I would have been full of panic a couple years ago, but I have peace tonight and I just know he has got my back. I thought I would want to vent about this but surprisingly I feel i have said all I need to say. Will see what happens next...




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