chloemac18

life
2012-04-10 04:11:30 (UTC)

sad

I wish you were here now,
Because I miss you, it's true.
I miss the way you make me happy
And all the little things you do.

april 10 1212pm
laying in bed & really missing pat. i know he misses me too. i hope. i wish he didnt cheat on me so i could go back. but how could i now? that would be disrespectful to myself i deserve so much better & sombody who really loves me. i feel likehe felt love for the first time with me, his parents dont lovehim like my parents love me (real love), & he was scared, he dosnt want to get hurt or abanded. but im not going to make excuses for him anymore. i hate him.&myself i feel extra fat today & i really dont like anything about myself anymore.




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