The Underground Woman

Out of Spite
2012-04-02 09:00:28 (UTC)

Words of Lost Hope

I have been feeling so numb lately. So angry and mad. So disappointed and deceived.

I haven't cut in about a week or two but i still want to do it. I can't because i might go to the beach soon; All people will see are my scars. I wish i could just fade and dissolve. I want to blend in with the nothingness.

I want to lay on my bed in the dark and listen to sweet music. I want to lay there and let my heart feel empty.

I feel so Betrayed....

-Deadsoul

--I wonder... if she even remembers this diary... This girl behind the screen... The words of lost hope... I wonder if she still thinks i'm happy...--




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