NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2012-03-31 04:14:10 (UTC)

My mind is rolling

I should be in bed, but I can't sleep; I CAN'T get him off of my mind and it's fucking killing me!!
Why do I think about him so much when it seems he's happy with her?
I don't miss the relationship (if you can call it that) I miss being his friend more than anything!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??????????????????
I feel like i want to die! Why did i let him make me feel this way?
it's my fault!
I love him still, but I HATE HIS FUCKING GUTS!
It's like evil thoughts of him flow through my veins!!!! maybe this is why God gave up on me?
Maybe this is why God is making me suffer because he won't leave my head!
I'm fucking nuts!

OK, that's enough for now!

oh yeah i have some kind of creature living inside my walls!

Sadie




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