John Doe

Chronicles of a Drifter
2012-03-17 05:17:19 (UTC)

entry 20

I thought I was over with all the Goddamn drama. Nope, there's more. So I texted my old friend, now ex friend priscilla to try and have a conversation with her since its been a long ass time. This chick used to be my closest friend till we had a bunch of beef and I kinda became distant. Well yeah, she tells me, oh look who finally decides to talk to me now. Hi. And I told her yeah, I know. Hello kitty told me that you felt ignored. And then bam, we got at it. She is angry as fuck at me for leaving her, and I'm just over it. I left her for some very ugly reasons. For one, her and hello kitty are best friends and hello kitty is a straight up bitch to me. Its terrible. She'll clown on me for any reason she can get. And reason number 2 is, she was goddamn judgmental to me. She thinks that she did NOTHING wrong. She doesn't remember all those times that her and hello kitty have ganged up on me. And all those times she was super rude. I just felt unnapreciated and unloved there. Unless I have the girls one on one, then its good. But when there's others around, they all of a sudden go nice as fuck to everyone except me. Fuck that. I am leaving you, thanks for everthing. Dueces chick. On another note, I really really resent straight dudes. Its not fucking fair man...why do they get to love girls? ):< it ticks me off. I wish I could love girls, id try and be the best boyfriend in the world. And make sure my girl is happy if I really could love her. But noooooo. I get stuck liking dudes. -_- fml. The best thing I could do to a girl is finger her and eat her out. Nothing past that line. It ain't fair man. Not faiiir at all. Well that's all I got to say for now. Racoon hasn't texted. Neither has jason. Lexi did though. And she's giving me this story about travis dying. He has a brain tumor. Damn that really sucks...he's so young and I can only imagine how she must feel. If I ever found out jason had a brain tumor...id do whtever I can to try and help him. Id be super nice to him and give him whatever he wants and always be the slave that I'm meant to be. Ill do that no, just to have no regrets. Oh well, ill write up in this bitch later. See ya journal.




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