The Underground Woman

Out of Spite
2012-03-11 10:08:02 (UTC)

Can't I just be drama free already?

I know i havnt been on here in a while, but i have time now since i got a new computer that is like lighting fast and it actually works; unlike my compaq. Well anyways ill update a few things.

First off, Jim and Nayeli are back together again with the help of me (no shocker concidering i fix everything for them)
Second, My rs bro and i are alright again.
Third... Things are still bad.

Ever since that night when my rs bro and i spilt, everything has been so fucked up. I should have seen the sighs of foreshadowing.Cause a few days later that night, Jim and nayeli split then jim and i spilt as friends. But then things got a little better. Jim and nayeli were good again and jim and i were good agian and my rs bro (whos name is angel btw) were good again.

But things just arent the same. Everyone is so touchy now. like with me and nayeli, we have been fighting and arguing and making up but then we just fight again. I getting tired of all the drama. Im fed up with it. All the stories and sides to everything... its annoying me and i just want it to stop. Its like every week theres a new controvercy. I hate it and i just want to leave sometimes. I dont regreat meeting these people but i just want to be left alone for a while. I dont think i can take much more of all this nonsence.

I feel like screaming and being alone but i cant, i cant scream or be along where i can just think. My parents dont trust me to be alone and i cant scream because if i did then people woud just think ima freak or ask me whats wrong.

But everything is wrong! I have the urge to cut again and i keep convinvcing myself not too! That theres too many people i would let down if theyfound out! I just want to get rid of all this anger! All this pain!




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