z2smith

z2Smith
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2012-03-08 15:04:19 (UTC)

Spa Break

Message from my wife:-
FYI - Going for a spa break with the girls next weekend.

As an aside, I am planning on taking a number of short breaks this year to Europe – maybe starting with Milan or Paris in the summer.  I have always wanted to do some solo travelling, and don’t want to put it off any longer as life is too short.


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How solo are these trips going to be? It breaks my heart. I think I am fighting a lost battle and may be she is right...this ship has long sailed. I am broken for the first time in my life, I think I am badly broken and have lost the most important thing in my life. I have to live with the consequences of my action so although i am shaking, crying and weak, I have to be strong for my children. Not sure how I will cope in months to cme but it is clear that I have to focus on the things hav always wanted to do that is my business, my career, my fitness, my discipline etc. I will try abd concentrate on this. I have failed on my marriage, I am a dissapointment I just now need to try and make the bes of what I have left.


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