i feel like an idiot.
every time i see someone i know
i can basically hear how much
they hate me in their head.
i want to crawl in a corner and die.
just want to sit in a hidden area
and not exist.
everyone will get over it. just like everyone else did.
my risks of dying are just like infinity to one anyway.
i hate that i'm alive
i just want to hug him
i just want to die
just want to cry.
just wants to stop living.