CreativeHeart

LittleBlackBook
2012-02-14 19:27:20 (UTC)

Been A Long Time!

Well, I haven't written in here in a loooong time, so I'll try do a quick catch up.

Still with Mr Milo, and although there are times when we clash and times when we annoy each other, we're still pretty strong.

I relapsed, after 2 months and 4 days clean. (8th Feb). Then, I cut last night, and tonight.

Everything is just slipping out of control now and I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm a little scared.

Okay, well.

Today was Valentines Day. I painted my boyfriend a picture of a Tiger (what i call him) chasing a Bumblebee (what he calls me). He got me a cute wittle bear I looove.

But the whole day, my thigh hurt. Like, the muscle, for some reason. I have never cut down to the muscle before.

Another thing that still annoys me to no end, is my ex. He seems to be everywhere now. Like today, he was roaming around, and it was annoying cos it brought back memories of last year when he was my valentine.

Ugh. I want to rant about him again but yeah ugh gnshgrlhtiohnethioseigiwvmhgiu maybe later.

Also, I stopped seeing my counsellor. Ever since last week. He isn't really helping. Probably because I haven't told him much.

But yeah.

I just wish this depression would go away.




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