Tell me something sweet to get me by.
I suppose it's time for me to update on my life. I've been in mixed moods since like, thursday afternoon.
I can't really remember what happened - the farthest I can think back to was Friday when I went to the hockey game with O and T and a few other friends. I remember that yesterday (Sunday) N and I broke up because I'm done with the cheating, lying and fights. He told me he hopes I die. He's calling me names, being a douchebag, stuff like that.
On the brighter side, I'm ecstatic to tell you that my best friends and I are back to being best friends. <3 M & A - I love you both so much. Thank you for giving me another chance (:
On another not-so-good side, I've been sad again. My brother (the youngest one, the 14 year old) has recently asked a girl to be his girlfriend, and now they're dating. I'm happy for him, it's great, except the fact that I used to be his number one girl. The one he always hung out with, hugged, came to for advice, listened to. Now he never hugs me because she gets jealous or something. I miss him.
Another thing is that I'm pretty much the only person in my group of friends that's single. We walked home today, and J and A were holding hands and kissing. My brother and A were holding hands and kissing and C was doing her own thing. I went home and cut.
I've also developed a 'system' for my cutting. Every time I cut, I make a new bracelet. If I make two cuts into my wrist at one time, then I'll make a bracelet that's only one colour. If it's one cut, it's a multicoloured bracelt. If it's more than two, then it'll be a bigger, thicker bracelet.
So if you ever see me on the streets with a new bracelet, you'll know why.
I'm making an all purple one right now, so I should probably work on that.
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