peaced_together

the broken window
2012-02-05 03:35:20 (UTC)

lost in the fog

I am tired of living in the past but it seems to be the hardest things to find my way out of. Each choice I make for myself and more importantly for my children is effected by my past, it hunts my decisions and sends fear into me letting go... I am tired of the pain holding me back the nightmare of the reality I lived..trying to keep this horror from my kids. My love for my husband dwells in this is dreary place, trying to place all my trust in him to let go of the hurt he added to my world in the never ending down fall that was my life. I picked up the pieces so many times, how can I mange to do this again.. this anticipation of hurt is hindering...




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