MzChristy

Diary of a Mad Woman
2012-01-23 17:13:13 (UTC)

Winter blues

5:13pm. Ughhhhh! Been in a funk for the past few days. Winter blues is starting to set in, just like it does every year. I am in agony. N this day just keeps getting worse...and worse...and worse. My mother just jumped on my case (that's right. Again.)For not taking the keys from Caleb. I feel like a dumb little child who still has to be scolded by her mother. Hate my life. I'm only alive cuz I have to be. Ughhhhhh! Oh, the agony that is my life. ):
5:25pm. And as if my mother being on my case all the time ain't bad enough, I gotta deal with my own kids' hatefulness too. "Home is where the heart is". Ha fucking ha!! "Home is where the hate is" more like.
5:52pm. And, I'm getting fat again.
7:35pm. Welp, it's almost my favorite time of the day--bedtime. I really, really, really hope tomorrow'll b better than today was. Seriously, I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. It sucks ass.




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