OH . MY . GOD .
soo . you wont believe this . last night i was texting Aidan and we got into an arguement :
Aidan: im really confused and dont know what to do about us . like ik its over and it will never be but its hard for me to get over it . and are we friends ?
Me: you are exactly right . there will never again be an us . and no not really .
Aidan: y arent we friends ?
Me: cause of the way youve treated me and the people you hang out with .
Aidan: ive tried to be nice to you and you hang out with people i dont like but i still want to be your friend .
Me: so you dont like jade ? and the people i hang out with seriously rack my nerves . im come so close to going off on one of them .
*skipping insignificant parts*
Me: you havent learned that me and her dont get along ? you rlly dont get it do you .
Aidan: So you dont have to talk to her . just be my firend .
Me: being your friend requires being close to her . and i REFUSE to do tht . my answer wont change .
Aidan: your being f****ing dumb . YOU DONT have to talk to her .
Me: excuse me ? you just ruined all chances . dont ask me for ANYTHING
Aidan: y do you have to break my heart over and over again ?
Aidan: emily im sorry
Me: really dude . no . DO NOT even apologize .
*skip some parts*
Aidan: am i allowed to make mistakes ?
Me: when you say stuff like tht, no not really .
Aidan: Emily !!! like all i have done is care for you and never stop . i was always there for you i gave you my life . i always hung out with you cause i loved you sooo much ..its not fair what you did to me and if you couldnt accept the fact that i mess you then youre just a jerk .
Me:you know what, so are you . caring for me is not calling me jealous all the time and critisizing me . and im pretty sure you stil think im jealous .
Aidan: i called you once ! and i was joking !
Me: you did not !im done arguing dude . for real dude . i gave you my answer . accept it and move on .
Aidan: y do you have to keep breaking my heart ?
Me: dude seriously let it go . like for real its done, over ...STOP
Aidan: ok . sorry .
So then i get on Facebook and this is what i see :
(not putting her actual name)
Abby is in a relationship .
and everyone else was like with who ? and someone who already knew was like its a secret . and McKenzie put AIDAN (: and alyssa was like in our class ? and McKenzie goes YAAAH .
so then everyone was all like awwww cute .
And im like dude , seriously you sit there and say : youll never love again, you wont be in a relationship for a long time . you still love me .
BULLSHIT . it doesnt make me mad but idk how to explain what i mean . but im like ridiculous .
whatever . im over EVERYBODY . im pissed so imma go .
love yall <3