Riversrain

My secret undoing
2012-01-11 07:51:49 (UTC)

My MoOd SwiNgS

Today was not a good day. My heart is slowly breaking inside and as i try to ignore the pain. I can feel the cold translicent tears start to slowly glide down my face. I feel like a welting black rose slowly weathering away in a frozen mist. As if i were a broken hearted dove or an angel who forgot how to love. My sweet dark king you were truley sent to me from the good lord up above. I wish i were with you my dark angel. My love. I wish the pain inside would cease to continue. I feel as if i am falling into the nothingness inside my own mind. As if i were loosing my sanity. Loosing my life. Yet i am steel alive an even though death creeps into my mind. I am full of life. I have so manny hurtfull thoughts coresing through my mind. Ive tried to rember my memories. But was always to afraid of what i might find. An now every thought of what i do not wish to see flashes before my mind. I want to rember the truth but by others lies i am to be blind. I may not find what i am searching for. Thought i have found something much better and that is my sweet dark angel. My life and my love <3 <3 <3




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