Kan

It's life
2012-01-06 00:32:30 (UTC)

Whiskey Lullaby

I’ll never get drunk enough to forget. I’ll love him till I die. And when I do die the angels will sing a Whiskey Lullaby. I’ll cling to his picture for dear life. I’ll try to drink away the pain and hurt they’ve caused us both. Nothing will matter after all that will be said. Promises will be broken families will be shattered just as my heart is at this moment. I’ll drink away the pain a little at a time. I’ll never forget the shame and guilt they’ve made me feel. I’ve protected him as much as I could. It wasn't easy. But now I must let him go for I fear worse things may happen to us both. Rumors will fly yet few will know the truth. The pain. The shame. I’ll need to hear him say that he hates me but I know with my heart he won’t dare say it. I’ve learned tht Love is a dangerous game and I refuse to play anymore. I’ve played the victiim for far too long. I hate that I have to do this but if I truly love him I have to do this to protect him. I’ll be hurt but that doesn’t matter. What matters is protecting him; even if it means hurting myself. I’d break myslef before I could even think of hurting him. Once again Love takes her victims. And we just happen to be two of the many. But just know that my love for you will remain. And all I can say is Thank you, for teaching me how to love again. Thank you for loving me, when noone could. Thank you H.D. I’ll love you always.. Till my dying day.




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