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The Hearty Heart
2011-11-20 10:11:54 (UTC)

I love him --> ADRIAN

Here I go again, trying to start a new life with my boyfriend after the PAST is KILLING me so much.

ADRIAN <---- He's everything to me. We know each other when I was in college. Nahh, I think He's a quite shy person. I don't know. At first, I'm so scared already to back in love again, but at this moment, I am feelin deeply in love with ADRIAN. I do love him. I don't wanna have a problem called "broke up" again. I'm so scared to through it again. I TRUST Him with all my heart. I hope he will not do the same mistake that my EX BOYFRIEND do to me. (cross finger)

I admit, the effects of my past is still remain in my heart until now, but I know just another days again the effects will be gone and My heart will recover soon as possible.

Nothin much to say , as u may know I am In love with him, and NO other girl can take him away from me.( I will kill the girl if they try to take Adrian from me )Just kidding, HAHA , I am such a bad girl. HAHA ..

Suddently, there's a question stay and playing in my mind and I haven't have the answer yet. The question is --> Am I important to you? Could I be your number ONE ? Do you trust me? will you let me go ? Because I didn't want you to let me go. Will you give me your fully attention ?

If someday Im not with Adrian anymore , I don't know what my life would be because I'm dying here super in love with him. (to much thinking)

Adrian <--- You know I love you so much right, so please do trust me with all your heart. I know sometime I mad at you for no reason but somehow our situation is getting hard day by day. But We will work it out. I always love you wherever you go. And please when we are together don't talk about our PAST, cause I feel hurt about my past.

P/S : FOR MY EX BOYFRIEND ! DON'T EVER TRY TO RUINED MY LIFE AGAIN. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE, SO DO YOU RIGHT?! STOP DISTURB ME. YOU ARE MY PAST! GO AWAY ! THAT ALL , THANK YOU ! ADIOS :D




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