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Confessions of a married woman
2011-12-27 22:42:17 (UTC)

Before the end of the year...(and a date)

It's been a longggg time! I can't even remember what I wrote on my last entry, doesn't matter, I guess. Hope you all had a fabulous Christmas and that you're prepared to bring in the new year by partying really hard and making some almost impossible new year resolutions. I stopped making resolutions, I realized that I hardly ever accomplished anyway, so why even make them, just do it. If it gets done, great, if not I guess we didn't work hard enough.

So a lot has happend since my last entry (I had to go see where I need to fill you in) I guess my "relationship with A ended. I miss him terribly. I miss him terribley, I dared sent him a Merry Christmas text, he didn't reply :( made me sad, but I wasn't surprised. He's back to living with his ex in Running Springs which is sooo far away from me, it's impossible for us to hook up anyway. I do think about him all the time though, too much. I just want him out of my head.

I hadn't been on a date on a longggg time. Some guy on the old dating site had been messaging me all the time. I never replied to his messages... I don't even know why, he looks HOT in his pictures, but he seemed too good to be true kind of thing. I finally did reply to his messages, he asked if I would call him and I said sure why not. I was suppoes to call him from work as it blocks our number completely, but like a dumbass, I called him from my cell phone from my car.. duh! Anyway... he was very charming over the phone. He had been calling and texting me since he got my number. On Christmas day he called me and asked if i wanted to go with him to Malibu to take pictures of the Sunset, blah blah blah. I told him that I wanted to say yes, but I wasn't sure if we were going to click, that I rather meet him first and then we would decide to go on that drive or not. So he suggested a startbucks near the freeway, which happened to be closed (duh it's Christmas day, EVERYTHING was closed) so we chitchatted outside our cars, and we decided to go out for the drive. He was so cute, semi tall, dark handsome, super clean goatee, beautiful teeth to match his beautiful smile. His hands were a little small which freaked me out a bit, but they were thick and manly, so it kind amde up for it. He has some really nice guns, and he dresses so cute. I parked my car in a residential area and off we went. We were talking all the way through the ride, I lost track of time, I had no clue how long it took us to get to our destination. We finally got there and we missed the sunset, but it was still beautiful, but we couldn't get a picture of it. It was chilly but not overwhelming... we were talking then he leaned over to kiss me.. we kissed, and kissed some more... we walked on the sand next to the shore.. we went up on the lifeguard thingy... and we talked and kissed and it was nice... there were not city lights so you could see all the stars in the sky.. he said he wanted to lay down on the sand... and see them... I told him I was down for that... so as cold as it was we layed on the sand stared up to the sky while talking... and of course some more kissing... it was getting hot. Thankfully I had enough self control I didn't let it get out of hand. We finally got out of there and he was hungry so we went to get something to the only place that happened to be opened, Jack in the Box, he ate A LOT i couldn't believe he could fit all that in his little self. I had a really good Christmas day with him. He took me back to my car... we kissed some more, he asked me to go home with him, of course I said no. He texted me yesterday telling me he wanted to see me, but I was busy so I said I couldn't. I hope that I see him again. I like him and he looks sooo much like A... that, that almost fulfills my need of seeing A. Sad, but true. Well... i need to get back to work as I'm almost clocking out. If I don't do another entry before the new year.. I hope that you all have very happy and prosperous new year... ciao!




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