Just My Luck...
2011-12-17 01:46:47 (UTC)


Ok so a TON of shit has happened. Me and my bf, R, have been ditching school alot more now and I HAD MY FIRST KISS!!!!!

So here's what happened. Me and my boy were on the basketball court while we were supposed to be in class and we were just standing and talking. We had chatted the night before and he said for x-mas all he wanted was a kiss from me, and I told him that it could be arranged. We were talking on the basketball court today when he says "So you've really never had a first kiss? Ever?" I said yes and he kept asking things like "Not even a practice one?" and I said no because I hadn't. So the bell was about to ring to go to our next class (We only ditch 4th period) and I started walking toward the gate, but he didn't. I stopped when he said "Do you want a first right now?" I was baffled so I was all like "Uhhh.... sure," and I smiled. He came over to me and his head twitched slightly to the side, signaling for me to do the same. I did. We moved closer. We both closed our eyes. Then it happened. It was 100000000000000000 times better then I had ever imagined it. He had his hands around my waist and I was pressed up against the wall. I had no idea what to do so I just followed his lead. He surprised me when the tip of his toung slid into my mouth and ran across the inside of my teeth on the top of my mouth. I sighed and kissed him harder. Our mouths moved together. My knees wobbled slightly, about to give out. It felt like a thick veil of fog had been thrown over my brain. His lips were soft and smooth. Our kisses were soft and sweet. I was shaking the entire time. I never knew if kissing made a sound or not, and the very quiet, almost silent "smacking" noises of our lips and toungs moving together made me sigh. I realized about hten that i wasnt really breathing, so I broke the kiss.

I would have told a little more but I hafta go for now so bye!!! :P


I love him!!!!! :D