The Laughter Inside My Mind
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2011-12-14 01:27:12 (UTC)

I shed tears everytime i talk to her

I don't know what it is but everytime i get an email from my ex's mother, i start to cry, not like outloud bawl but tears always start to well up and slid down my face!
I think it's a sign to seriously let him go because she is good people!
I haven't texted him since the 10th, that's a fucking record for me, see I'm TRYING here!!
Do i still constantly think of him? HELL YES and I'm trying to work on that! ugh!!! maybe i should just start being slutty again; that seemed to work in the past!!
Hm we shall see what the new year entails!!