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That Ugly girl In the Corner
2011-12-12 04:35:07 (UTC)

Sigh...

I'm sort of depressed now. So my friend Liberty is friends with Luke and Sam. She has art class with them. Lib is drop dead gorgeous and talented, whereas I'm drop dead ugly and have to work so hard to be decent at anything. Lib naturally gets all the guys, even though she is a year younger than me. I'm just another chick. Clearly Lib is a million times better than me at everything. She thinks Luke's cute. What really gets me is that Sam and Luke were planning on hanging out over Christmas break. I wasn't originally invited. I know they talk about me in that class...I don't know what they say. I know that at the end of the day Luke is hugging me goodbye...but Lib could easily steal him away. I knew I couldn't even have one person, just because I try to help everyone out and be as nice as I can be. I never snap at anyone, I don't even tell anyone my problems any more, because I know everyone else is going through a hard time. I try so hard...I know Luke would never even think about asking me out. What was I thinking? How could anyone like me! how could anyone like me! im so ugly its unbelievable. Over and Over): I'm going to ask him to hang out this week. Ya, I will. Never wanted to dance(:




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