Jessicat

Wye Oak
2011-12-10 15:35:41 (UTC)

It's not easy.

It's not easy trying to teach a grown man. Ignorance has taught elders that aparently, they ALL are more wise than younger people. This is not true. Jim needs to learn that he can't always have his way. He's making a horrible mistake, and he must only learn from his actions. If all else fails, I'll try to teach him by words... something I do not to unless it's necessary.
My mom bought a little acer notebook, and a Rogers USB internet stick. I have internet, but I feel guilty. I'm forbid to walk, wash, or feed rocky. I can pet him, but that's about it. It's not fair that for Jim's actions, we must punish the dog. Rocky did nothing... so why is he being punished? If Rocky gets punished, then I should too. It's only fair.
I cry all the time now. I fight the tears, however. I'm afraid I might break down at school. My mom says that, if it wasn't for my school, we'd be out of here. She told me, that once it's June, we are gone. I don't want to go back to Toronto. I want to remain here.
I cry all the time mainly because I am afraid. Michael will not have a father. I suppose no father is better than a bad one, but I just feel bad. I didn't completely lose my father. You know, sometimes I wish my parents never got married, maybe then I wouldn't have the emotional problems I had today.

Well, that's all for now, I suppose. I cannot go on Runescape or anything, and I'm forced to limit my internet usage. I suppose it's better than nothing, though.




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