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2011-12-09 00:22:08 (UTC)

Why Am I So Sad?

December 8, 2011,

I'm so sad and depressed today:/ I don't know why! I had one of the best days I could have by myself yesterday. Who knew drinking Gatorade, eating shockers, listening to MSI, and dancing around like I was on crack could be so much fun? I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I had an amazing night, why would I have such a depressing day? Nathan tried to cheer me up today. He asked me why Luke wasn't with me...Do I really hangout with Luke so much that when he's not there everyone thinks he is no longer my friend? I don't know...
Latter I hung out with Luke before I went onto my bus. I got slapped by my friend Britney]: She slapped Luke and accidentally slapped me:/ Oh well. Tomorrow is supposed to be fun. I have a day long flied trip for Newspaper. It is a journalism contest and workshop, at our local college. I won't be in school all day. I wont see any of my friends:/ Only like 3 people know that though[Luke, Britney, and Carlson]. I highly doubt any one else is going to notice. Jello is busy with her boyfriend Tommy, Jade frankly doesn't give a shit, Daila might notice(Dai is sweet like that), also I think that Charlie and Luke would notice. I want to go to school really early so I can give Luke a hug): I will see him after school though(: I'll make sure of it!>:D Everyone is going to ask if i skipped[: lol. Also my Mom is picking me up after school to get my hair done!:D My hair is already naturally blonde, but I was going to layer my hair and dye my bottom layer a bright turquoise blue. This is the first time I'm ever dying my hair so I'm going to get it professionally done first and then dye it myself at home when I need to. Also I'm getting my bangs cut side swept, like they are supposed to be. Then later that night for Girl Scouts, yes I'm 15 almost 16 and still in Girl scouts, I'm going to be watching movies with little kids[: I hope tommarrow will be amazing, but with my luck I will hate the filed trip or miss it, I will probably screw up my hair, and not have that fun with cute little kids:/ But hey that's my life.




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