Dear Zach

Dear Zach
2011-12-05 21:12:42 (UTC)

Letter 3.

Dear Zach,
It won't be too much longer before you're home. You'll be only twenty minutes away from me, but some other girl is going to be in your arms. Every time I think about it, I look down and close my eyes, trying to hide the hurt, that thought brings. There are times where hiding the pain I have inside from losing you, gets easier. But then I see a picture of you, or something that reminds me of you.. Then I just want to go to sleep so I don't have to think about it or pretend I'm okay. I feel like I'm lying to the world. When someone asks how I am, I tell them I'm "Good". Talking about it just makes me want to cry. .. Because I am reminding myself that I lost the best thing that has ever happened to me. .. You truly are the best thing that's ever been mine. You fail to realize how important you are to me. You don't quite understand how special your Love is. My heart is even more broken now, than it was before I even started talking to you. I'd say I wish I had never met you.. But that's a lie. You showed me the meaning of True Love.. even though you took it away after just a month. I just hope when you come home, that you'll at least spend one day with me, so I can tell you in person, while looking you in the eyes, how I truly feel. I'm not quite sure if you will or not though. You might be too busy, spending all of your time wrapping her in your arms and kissing her lips.. The way you should be holding me, kissing my lips...




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