Dear Zach

Dear Zach
2011-12-02 06:08:52 (UTC)

Letter 1.

Dear Zach,
I think about you all the time. I wish I could still call you mine. It hurts to hear you say you love me, when I know it's not real. The days haven't been the same, since you said those hurtful words. My mood is down and sad. I am trying to cover it with smiles and laughter though. If I think about the sad stuff too much, I'll end up hurting myself again. I wish you could see how much I really do love you and how much you really do mean to me. It feels like I'm the only one who wants us back. I don't want to beg for your love though. I want you to love me on your own, for who I am. I'm trying so hard not to give up, not to let go. I'm holding on so strongly. .. I'm holding on with all of my heart. But it's getting harder and harder. I typed you a letter. I sent it to you in the mail. I didn't tell you. I want it to be a surprise. I wanted you to have it down on paper, so when you're sad or you feel alone, you can always look at the letter, and know that there is always that one girl... (me), who will always and forever Love you. No matter what.




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