Crystal Marie

My Life
2011-11-30 09:50:04 (UTC)

She thinks she's pregnant. . .

Today Savannah (my girlfriend) told me that she might be pregnant. Inside I'm am really feeling crappy because I know she has had this guy way longer than me and I didn't really know what to say. She told all of her friends and some of our friends thinks she should have an abortion if she is pregnant. I, personally, think that is she is pregnant that she should have the baby. I have just thought about that if if she does have the baby then I'll most likely get knocked out of the relationship and her relationship with Chandler(her boyfriend)will be really strong and they then would always have to see each other. And so then she would end up leaving me and everything. On the other hand if that doesn't happen and it strengthens OUR relationship and then I would sort of be a mom. Of subject...I am a witch. I do do spells and I have often tried to find a spell to break them up. I do not like sharing her. I don't like the concept of her loving someone else even if it is a guy. I have thought this over many times...If I do a spell to break them up then she would be heartbroken and come to me. Although I have considered it I know that I can't do that and I won't. I would never want her to hurt. But I have a feeling that it's all going to end badly for me... :/




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