CaptainAkwardtotheruinnotrescue

Tales of a Highschool Nothing
2011-11-23 04:11:32 (UTC)

Lets make a good thing out of a mess

It could of been the paint thinner
It could of been the rain
It could of been the first time I heard fleet foxes
It could've been the bones I saw in my hands
the ones I saw while dunping out a bucket of merky soap water un the orange glow of the street lights.
It could of been pandora
It could of been this will destroy you
Really, it could've been anything.
And it can just be the fact that It's too late for me to think straight.
It could of been anything that made this bad day a good one.
I know it must've had something to do with Jenny Garcia.
I feel fine saying that because it's a pretty basic name.
She's in my intro lit class. Yes, the classs that's happy.
She looked back at me from a held open door, and then she walked beside me,
Hey, she said, Do you want to be my friend?
Like a child on a play ground
and I said sure, as my heart burned like a Nova.
A nova.
Good she smiled, Because you know Daribel, right.
Yeah I said/
I didn't know Daribell too well. She's a firned of a firend.
"Yeah, see We can be friends, because I feel like we should be friends and we weren't/
Ok I said.
She laughed,
Just so you know, I'm a little weird, so don't mind it.
I laughed,
I'm weird too I just hide it.
This came from my mouth compulsively.
I Mean REALLY weird though, she said, I mean I can get freaky-deaky.
We both laughed, and by then we were in class and we went to our assigned seats.
Ok.
thats what happened.
Jennys not wildly popular or anything, but shes more than me. She hangs out with Lisa.
I don't mean to put Lisa on a petastool
but I think she's cool because she dresses reallly cool and she has the courage to openly tell everyone how much she likes thrif shopping.
I was just happy.
Even though Nicholle wasn't there at lunch and I was alone so I couldn't even drink my strawberry milk un awkwardly.
I told my mom about how I was unapproachable, and i gues we agreed to disagree, because she didn't agree with me and I didn't agree with her but we both said we were open to assuming the possiblilities that our theories were wrong.
I lied about that, Because she can't tell me whats wrong with me, and how I feel and How to make it better.
Becuase she isn't me, and she isn't empathetic.
I just have a hightened sense of empathy and apathy and pathys is all.
Plus I found Pandora.
I don't want to get and I pod touch cause I have an Ipod and it's all i need, but Pandora just found me all this new music that I intened on going further into
Have you ever heard Of White winter Hymne, by Fleet foxes.
Amazing background music.




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