darkGentleman

Written Immersion
2011-11-23 00:28:13 (UTC)

Opposite direction

I really do need a more efficient and easier way to access this diary, so many different events to explain, but since they are not fresh in my mind any more they will have to be recounted at another time.

In the time Ive been away, I have been busy with University and the constant procrastination of its workload, my god its tiring sometimes. I adore my course and the people I share it with. I felt for some time that I was complete, Ive begun to fulfil my life by cramming it with all my desires and inspirations leading me, such as learning a musical instrument, which I already have, currently collecting dust.... FINALLY!! And the many amounts of writing I have stored within me, from books to poems and a few short stories. But sadly I was missing something, something I had but lost, something vital. It was her, my only Love in this world, the one I could never replace. Now as time has passed and some drama, that was intense, like being a mouse and watching a viper decide whether its hungry or not. She is in my life once again and I am so happy I could shed tears of happiness at any moment. Now I wish to paint, I cant for the life of me, but I want to paint her one day soon, I only hope I can learn, because in this case it might be a more logical idea to pay someone to do it and reap all the glory. Maybe if she is my inspiration the masterpiece will come soon enough..... or I could pay someone.

I hope to write more and more often now, if I get the chance. Oh well, we'll see. Must get back to studying, story writing and reading.




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