The Laughter Inside My Mind
I can't help it
I have the burning desire to fight for something that isn't there, but i can't help it; I Love him more than life it's self and i don't want anyone else to have him so my mission as evil as it seems is to break him and his current girlfriend up and part of me feels i can, it may only be a small part of me; but something tells me i have the power! I don't want to hear any fucking lectures on how i need to leave him alone; it's payback time for all the hurt he put me through, and yeah yeah he still has the power if i can't forgive him, blah blah blah; i've hear it all before...I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS!! My mind is somewhat twisted but it's all good! at least i ain't planning a murder or some shit! I would love to die in front of him though! I would love for him to have that memory! Fucking evil i feel!! But i love him still, man am i a fucking nut!!! oh well we have our own lives to lead!! time to get more money out of him:) HEY GIRL HAS TO GET PAID SOMEHOW!!!