Rose

For I have FALLEN.
2011-11-17 22:09:57 (UTC)

Meow

I did that for the first time today. It's a lot harder than you'd think. I only got up about 3 tbsp. I had gone on trying for 20 mInutes. I was about to get some more up before my dad interrupted. I'm now angry and a bit depressed. But in a sick sort of way I feel accomplished for getting at least that up.
I'm not even sure why I'm so unhappy all the time. My life isn't that bad. It could be so much worse. It could be a billion times worse. Like the lives of the Jews in world war II.

I just read a book called the boy in the striped pajamas. Books on the holocaust always upset me immensely. This book was one of the most tragic books I've ever read. I wept at the end. Bruno and Shmuel were so innocent. Even though I know Bruno and Shmuel aren't real, it's horrible knowing that little children being abused and killed like that was. It's sickening. It amazes me how anyone could of ever been so cruel. There's so much evil in the world.




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