on the edge of insanity
It has been a heck of a few weeks. So much has happened. Court sucked. My lawyer apparently sucks and everything else sucks too. Its dark and cold and I hate winter. Can't afford oil for heat and hot water. My husband was supposed to buy me oil but its been a week and half and no oil yet. I never dreamed I would ever do anything but love my husband but after all he has done to me I can now say I truly hate him. I can't believe I was ever married to such a cold hearted man.
Now it is almost Thanksgiving then Christmas. I dread both. The first holidays since my husband left me. I am already crying.