CreativeHeart

LittleBlackBook
2011-11-01 18:56:19 (UTC)

Back to Day 1.

YOU FILTHY SKANK.

So, after like 6 days, I cut myself. It was only one cut, but i wish it was more. Just one, to the side of my wrist.

I wish I had cut deeper on my wrist. Vertically. To watch the blood spurt before I die.

Just so fucking disappointed in my fugly self.

FUCK I HATE MYSELF.

And this guy at school is weighing me down. Hes making it seem like all eyes should be on him, like he is the only one suffering. It also seems like when I make a comment he tries to say the same thing so I dont seem more depressed than him or whatever.

I dunno. It annoys me.

I have more followers on Tumblr now though. I should have asked them for help.




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