Yvonne

on the edge of insanity
2011-10-31 06:49:53 (UTC)

so hurt by loser ex

I am doing a little better every day. I don't miss him at all. One thing he was right about, our marriage was over long before he did this. What hurts the most is that he never said a word about being unhappy. He never gave us a chance to seek help. He never let on he was leaving. I don't know what finally made him do it. We had refinanced our house only two weeks before he left. Now instead of owing 57 thousand we owe 92. He always said he loved me when he left me and before bed right up til he left. We had sex right up until he left too. I don't get it. I guess I never will and I am trying to stop dwelling on it. The thing is I went to bed one night and while I slept he packed his clothes and all personal things and left. I didn't even know until I did laundry that day. When I went to put it away I saw all of his clothes were gone. I called his cell and all he said to me was he wastired of taking care of me. He made his leaving my fault not his own. I knew it was another woman or pig or whore or slut just a week later. I don't hate him anymore. I have no feelings left for him. It is still hard having my life change so drastically, so suddenly. I had been with him since I was 18. He was the only life I knew.




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