on the edge of insanity
so even though I have the kids I am still feeling depressed. Its hard to see an end to the sadness and hurt I feel. I am so alone in this. No one to talk to but myself. People have told me to look to God for help yet it is God I blame for my life falling apart. I have looked for answers in my online bible. Somehow I feel the need to reconnect with God, to understand all that has happened to me. I like quotes from the bible.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Lamentations 3:22-26; 31-32 (NLT)
Please help me in this time of loss and overwhelming grief. I don't understand why my life is filled with this pain and heartache. But I turn my eyes to you as I seek to find the strength to trust in your faithfulness. I will wait on you and not despair; I will quietly wait for your salvation. My heart is crushed, but I know that you will not abandon me forever. Please show me your compassion, Lord. Help me through the pain so that I will hope in you again. I believe this promise in your Word to send me fresh mercy each day. Though I can't see past today, I trust your great love will never fail me.