on the edge of insanity
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2011-10-30 06:46:23 (UTC)

depression lingers

so even though I have the kids I am still feeling depressed. Its hard to see an end to the sadness and hurt I feel. I am so alone in this. No one to talk to but myself. People have told me to look to God for help yet it is God I blame for my life falling apart. I have looked for answers in my online bible. Somehow I feel the need to reconnect with God, to understand all that has happened to me. I like quotes from the bible.

The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Psalm 34:18

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Matthew 5:4

Lamentations 3:22-26; 31-32 (NLT)

Dear Lord,
Please help me in this time of loss and overwhelming grief. I don't understand why my life is filled with this pain and heartache. But I turn my eyes to you as I seek to find the strength to trust in your faithfulness. I will wait on you and not despair; I will quietly wait for your salvation. My heart is crushed, but I know that you will not abandon me forever. Please show me your compassion, Lord. Help me through the pain so that I will hope in you again. I believe this promise in your Word to send me fresh mercy each day. Though I can't see past today, I trust your great love will never fail me.