loserlikeme

Loser Like Me
2011-10-27 02:15:02 (UTC)

Stop. It's not my fault.

I hate when people make fun of me. I tell people it doesn't bother me, but inside it makes me want to die. They think I don't hear anything they say, but in reality I hear every single word of it. It drives me insane.

My sister lets this happen, she lets her friends make fun of me. She says it's my fault. But its not. It's never my fault. Its not my fault that I'm like this. It's not my fault I'm a lesbian. Its not my fault I'm afraid to come out of the closet because everyone judges people too much. It's not my fault I'm in love with my straight best friend. It's not my fault for any of this.

I just want them to stop. How does this make me feel? Did they ever ask themselves that? Did they ever wonder how they would feel if they were me? Of freaking course not. I mean who would want to be me? I mean I'm the weird kid everyone has to avoid like I have some deadly contagious disease.

It just hurts way to much and I'm tired of it. I'm bloody tired. Stop, please guys. Stop. I'm begging you, I can't take this much longer.. I can't take it anymore. It hurts way to much to take.

Stop... It's not my fault. Please, please understand that. I didn't choose to be like this... Who would choose to be like this..?




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