NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2011-10-22 00:45:54 (UTC)

To feel his touch one last time

Why am i such a bitch to him?
why don't i try to get along with him?
he has done so much damage to me emotionally still i yearn for his touches; isn't that fucking sick?
i miss him; yet i hate him at the same time!!
i'm with another yet i want his lips on mine!!!!
i say such evil things to him to make him hate me, but i cry on the inside for him to still love me!!
i want to die because i can't let him go; yet part of me has already!!
fucking hell GOD hates me because he isn't helping me through this!!
maybe i need to get on my hands and knees and really pray!!!

Sadie




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