Brooklynn

My Journey.
2011-10-21 04:14:03 (UTC)

In love with this feeling

Havent written in awhile, but I'm at that point in my life where Im cutting all the negative out of my life and focusing on the things and people that are most important to me. Im finding that the people that I'm cutting out of my life are extremely mad and hurt, but the way I look at it is I was 10x as hurt as they are by just being friends with them. It's comical and annoying at the same time to think of all the things I did for these people just to show them I care about them....guess it tok the ultimate goodbye for them to see the damage they've done to me, what I allowed them to do for so long.

Right now, Im focusing on school, work. training, and spending time with people that love and care about me. A lot of my free time Im spending with "Cozy King" (code name for the guy mentioned in PURE NIGHT & HE DID IT AGAIN* ahah*) the reason why I've decided to spend most of my time with this guy is very obvious to everyone, he's amazing. The only word I can use to describe us together is- natural. I'm in love with being in love with the feeling I have when I'm with him. I hope we can continue this for a long while...because as much as I tried to resist...it looks like I've fallen for him yet again. Let's hope this time the actual fall isn't to painful, and he'll actually catch me this time.

Leave me feedback...if you have a guy/girl, that you get this feeling around (I know to be reassured that I'm not crazy for feeling this way!!! :)




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