Jessicat

Wye Oak
2011-10-19 15:48:26 (UTC)

I'm fucking tired.

I'm fucking tired of everything. My brother, my mom, my step dad, dog. People from school, they're all supportive. Mainly because they don't bother me. The teachers? Well Mr. Tuchtie, my Math teacher, and Mr. Mann, my Art teacher, are alright. French? Fucking teacher is crap. Sure, she's supportive, but she can't teach for crap. She works too fucking fast, and I've asked her to slow down. NOPE. I think she's fucked in the head somehow. She is a fun teacher, I will admit... but I asked her about the stuff I missed about 5 times, and she ignored me. Fucking thanks. Gym is alright. Doing badminton so there's not much running involved.
My brother is always fucking bothering me. Doing homework? He HAS to throw it all on the floor. Drawing? He just HAS to shake the table. Trying to fucking rant so I don't fucking run away, he HAS to throw the laptop on the floor, making me fix everything, while I'm fucking starving because to be honest, I don't even fucking eat much anymore. I went from eating practically anything I can find, to nothing. I'm fucking starving. I can't even fucking eat because every time I'm even in the fucking kitchen, my mom yells at me not to eat. WELL THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO. WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOTHER FUCKING KID AND LEAVE ME ALONE? I DON'T FUCKING NEED YOU ANYMORE. I do not even regret saying that. Doubt I will. Seriously though. I fucking TELL HER to look over my stuff for *one* minute, while I go to the washroom. What happens? He gets my phone. He gets my pencil case. He gets my homework. He gets my books. He stomps on my laptop. Fucking thanks mom. I hardly ask you to do things for me. I don't fucking bother you at all. You can't even fucking watch your kid for two minutes? Wow.
So why the fuck did you have this kid then? You fucking bitch.
My step dad is bothering me too. He's always trying to control me. First, you don't have custody over me, so you can get your fucking dick and shove it up for ass. Second, you tell me to always walk Rocky, when you fucking do nothing all day. You lay your fucking lazy ass on the chair, and hog the fucking TV, and threaten to turn off the internet. Why don't YOU walk the fucking dog for once? Even my fucking Mom walks him, and she never even wanted him, and she doesn't even like him. You can't even take 5 minutes of your 'valuable' time, and walk him? Bitch.
I am so fucking tired. I want to sleep. I don't get sleep. Why? Oh boy. Well you see, while I'm sleeping, my brother tends to crab SHARP things, and stab me with it. So one, I'm fucking scared to fall asleep. Two? With everyone always fucking bothering me, I have no time to talk to friends. Practically the only ones who fucking care about me, and they are taking my social life away.

Go screw yourselves. I'd be better without you.




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