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i try to preserve the dignity of others and that's the problem. I'm poetic which I like to think provides clarity, but in fact it just clouds the message.
I'm a fucking idiot, and i shoot myself in the flippin foot at every opportunity. today i had a job, literally. then i went and blew it by saying i'll think about it and get back to her by friday. now she wants to see other cv's too. which means that mine might not be the best after all and she might end up wanting to meet another person. way to go. someone needs to bang into my head the message that beggars cannot be fucking choosers. why didn't i just say i will take it then and there??!