Confessions of a married woman
What a great evening I had yesterday. My friend Ash treated me to a massage so we drove on the 101 to the spa, it was great... that hour flew by! I wish I could of got another hour of massaging, that just feels sooo good, then we went to a bar that was in the same shopping center which happened to be really cute! we both had disarono with cranberry juice and some tacos, which happend to be delicious and it also happened to be taco thursday, yay! S... has been contacting me a lot lately. You know when I first met with S... i liked him a lot! We hooked up and I didn't hear from him from a while, it kinda broke my heart because I really developed some type of feelings for him. He's been contacting me everyday and he wants to meet up with me he claims he really wants to see me, blah blah blah. He's such a cutie and he's fun to hang with because he's such a clown, but I don't know. I'm not sure I want to "sleep" with him again. I guess we will see.
I've been thinking so much about A. I can't get him off my mind. Everyday I have hope that he'll text me or send me a message via messenger...but zero:(. I wonder if he ever thinks about me? I always think about the first time we met. About the time I went to meet him last year in October, when we sat on the beach, listened to the waves, kissed... I close my eyes and all I can see are his beautiful eyes. I miss him so much. :( I hope he contacts me soon.