LonelyBlackButterfly

The Transition Phase
2011-09-28 20:45:12 (UTC)

Contemplating Time Travel

I haven't been to update in ages and really I have a lot to talk about if I thought about it. I've been feeling like writing at the moment, because I'm on holidays and have all this spare time to do stuff which usually is spent doing nothing. Although I've been going through some old old documents and such on my computer because I have clear out almost everything to fix my computer. It has a weird virus which google hates and won't allow me to access the site till I get rid of it. It also attacks my audio which is frustrating.

I'll get back to the documents later though.

I've been up to quite a few things such as writing for the Logbook, joining a Nerdfighter Youtube project called NerdettesDFTBA and going on Ski Trip. Brooke has started to be friends with me again which is disconcerting to say the least. She kept wanting to talk about Michael, a bloke in the year below me who is sweet and weird which is wonderful but is also a bit up himself (looks wise :P). I just get uncomfortable when she talks about him because I don't like the idea of anyone I know dating him, because then there are restrictions on how I could act around him and how often I would hang around him. Said simply, it would complicate a simple friendship.

The rest of Ski trip was great fun although tiresome. I kept crashing in the car when I got back because I went to Ezrah's birthday party. He's three now. Oh my god.

Back to Ski Trip, we ate some good, bad and strange food, went over two mountains and back again, I gained a kilo hopefully in muscle although if I don't start exercising and stop eating it'll be fat anyway. It's hard to talk about ski trip because most of the time you were skiing and I didn't stack much so there aren't many great stories of my own to tell. I forced Michael to eat Ham with Jam on it (plum to be correct) and we all had a great time. I nearly got lost twice but luckily I didn't get into a tough spot about it. It was a generally good trip and I hope I ski again, though I'll try and get my mum to go, she'd love it.

The Youtube project is a bunch of girls who do a vlog each day of the week about anything which is over 3 minutes and under 5. We haven't stuck to those rules very well though.

Our names and corresponding days are:
Katy (America) - Monday
Amanda (America) - Tuesday
Ebony (Australia) - Wednesday
Lauren (UK) - Thursday
Anjie (UK) - Friday
Miranda (America) - Saturday
Gina (America)- Sunday

They're all pretty nice girls that I'm getting to know slowly, Hopefully our project keeps going well although there has been a bit of bother with keeping to the rules. I myself have broken one. I'll be doing the time for that, don't you worry. (Well, a punishment anyway)

The logbook has needed a few articles on certain topics/subjects so I helped out with that although I wish I could've helped more. Something frustrating is the Logbook Committee have gotten angry that people haven't gotten to the meetings when in all honesty I haven't heard about them since first term! I was outraged that they were complaining because I WANTED to help and here they were saying no one was bothering. I think they put notes in notices and my Homegroup Teacher never bothered to freaking tell us. Anyway, all is said and done and I have managed to get something in which is good. I think I might write a short story of something and offer to give it to them if they want it. I'll have to try and remind myself about it.

Okay on to the last topic I wanted to discuss.

My computer contains a lot of old files some of which I've never seen since they were created. It has been humiliating, hilarious and horror-striking going through some of the things I've written when I was a child, and then I came across something pretty depressing.

Back around 4 years ago I was madly in love with a boy called Joel who I for the first time had my feelings returned. Being the ultimately shy person I was in year eight, we never got around to kissing or hugging much but we talked all the time over msn. Because of this, I found a few documents in a shared folder which made me a bit sad. One of them was this quiz which summed up the guy I used to know pretty damn well:

...::About Me::...<3
Full Name:Joel Mark Woodford
Eye Color:brown/hazzle
Hair Color:dark brown
Height: 173-174cm/not sure now
Shoe Size:11-12
Ring Size:dunno
Heritage:Australia
Graduating Year:havn’t finished school
Birthdate:15/08/94
Zodiac Sign:leo
...::Firsts::...<3
Concert:I think it was a kids one(either barny or the banana’s in pajama’s)
Best Friend:oliver
Crush:well 1st proper one eb
Pet:goldfish
Sport:AFL
...::Have You Ever::...<3
Sky Dived:no
Bungee Jumped:no
Gone out of the Country:no, only out of qld once
Beaten Someone Up:no
Gotten Beat Up: yes(how weak is it picking on an 7/8 year old when ur 17/18)
Killed an Animal:no
Swam in the Ocean: yes(as long as u mean ocean shores)
Broke the Law:no
Smoked:no
Chewed Tobacco:no
Drank: yep I drank soft drink
Been Kissed:no
Been In Love:yes
Dumped Someone:no
Been Dumped:no
Broken Someone's heart:no
Had Your Heart Broken:no
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: no
Broken A Bone:no
Had Surgery:no
Had an X-ray or MRI: no
Failed a Class: no
...::Favorites::...<3
Color: blue and black
Food: pies and icecream and roast and theres more
Drink: softdrink in general(sugar rush lol)
Snack: not sure
Cereal: nutrigrain/sultana bran
Ice Cream: chocolate choc chip(with milo and choc or vinilla icing
Candy: all
Restaurant: does hungry jacks count
Fast Food Place: hungry jacks/red rooster
Store:none
Animal:dog
Quote:ummm…..
Sport To Play: tennis
Sport To Watch: soccer/rugby/basketball/golf/AFL/tennis
Movie: no fav
TV Show: anything that keeps me from being bored
Type Of Music: alternative rock but it has to have some meaning/also singers like mika and well most really but generally a bit rocky
Band:umm…..
Singer: don’t have fav
Song: used to have one but hate it since it got stuck in my head for weeks
...::This//Or//That::...<3
Pepsi or Coke:coke although I like pepsi
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Cake or Ice Cream: both together
McDonalds or Burger King:mcdonalds and burger king(y can’t I have both)
Love or Money:love (I will seriously spit on someone that would take money before love)
Music or TV:music
Cat or Dog: dog
Mom or Dad:neither lol na I like them same
Truck or Car: car
Ocean or Lake:ocean
Yahoo or Hotmail: hotmail
Google or AJ: ummm….
Light or Dark: dark
Country or City: country
Rain or Sunshine: sunshine but like rain
...::The Opposite Sex::...<3
First Thing You Notice: if they’re full of themselves/eyes/personality
Personality or Looks: personality but looks can come bonus lol
Hair Color: brown(annoying how some blondes think they can get away with acting dumb jut because of sterio-type)
Eye Color:not entirely important and I dunno
Short or Tall:well as long as there not to short
Romanic or Spontaneous: both*shrugs*
Sense of Humor or Sweet: both
Hook up or Relationship: relationship
...::Currently::...<3
Feeling: tired yet happy
Listening To: nothing
Wanna: finnish this quiz/want ebony to come online
Doing Besides Typing:nothing unless u count my body doing its normal things eg. Breathing blinking digesting heart pumping blood through my body,
Thinking About:wat to answer for this
Wearing: jeans and red shirt
In Love:with eb
Single:no
Best Friends: ebony. james and Andrew and lucas(probably best guy friends of the lot)
...::The Future::...<3
Career:illustration/cartoon/not really sure
Marriage: to soon to think about it
Kids:to soon to be thinking about that


He's changed a lot though, has gone to a different school and I've all but lost contact with him. To be honest it was my fault that we "broke up" from our barely-even-existing relationship and I still feel bad to this day. I can't change anything though and even if it was possible to go back it wouldn't be the same. So I decided instead I'd try to find my answers of the quiz and write it again.

Here is the YEAR EIGHT version of myself:
...::About Me::...<3
Full Name: Ebony Krystal Noon
Eye Color: Blue/gray sometimes has green
Hair Color: Dark brown
Height: 159cm
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Ring Size: I have no idea
Heritage: Scottish, German, English and Irish but pretend to only be English and Scottish and I guess Irish isn’t bad
Graduating Year: haven’t graduated
Birth date: 31/07/94
Zodiac Sign: Leo
...::Firsts::...<3
Concert: none
Best Friend: Tayla Farley
Crush: Jayden-Allen waters
Pet: cinnamon the rat unless you count mischief
Sport: hockey
...::Have You Ever::...<3
Sky Dived: nope
Bungee Jumped: nope
Gone out of the Country: nope
Beaten Someone Up: probably but maybe not
Gotten Beat Up: unless you count peter tackling me, no
Killed an Animal: :O evil, no!!!
Swam in the Ocean: yep
Broke the Law: I don’t think so
Smoked: eww nope
Chewed Tobacco: eww again, nope
Drank: nope
Been Kissed: unfortunately no
Been In Love: I’ll come back later
Dumped Someone: well I haven’t really been out with anyone so I have to change my answer
Been Dumped: look up (in other words, for both, no)
Broken Someone's heart: not that I can remember
Had Your Heart Broken: not really
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: yep
Broken A Bone: yep
Had Surgery: no
Had an X-ray or MRI: yep
Failed a Class: nope
...::Favorites::...<3
Color: black & blue
Food: toast!!!
Drink: tea
Snack: well as weird as it sounds, fruit and biscuits
Cereal: crunchy nut even though I don’t have a fav
Ice Cream: mint choc chip
Candy: sour worms, again
Restaurant: none
Fast Food Place: hungry jacks (?)
Store: what ever has good stuff to buy from
Animal: liger/tiger/panther
Quote: damn I can never think of one…
Sport To Play: something fun that I don’t suck at
Sport To Watch: anything but handball
Movie: Phenomenon
TV Show: I barely watch tv
Type Of Music: What I can always relate to
Band: nickel back
Singer: ok I’ve decided none coz I only like a few random songs
Song: photograph or concrete angel or what’s left of me or I’ll never let you go or she’s so high
...::This//Or//That::...<3
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Cake or Ice Cream: ice cream even though cakes nice too
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Love or Money: love except breaking heart love because then I might choose the money, depends on the memories really
Music or TV: Music definitely
Cat or Dog: cat but dogs r awesome too
Mom or Dad: mum but I love my dad
Truck or Car: Car
Ocean or Lake: ocean
Yahoo or Hotmail: hotmail
Google or AJ: Google (AJ is my sisters nick name O.o)
Light or Dark: dark
Country or City: country
Rain or Sunshine: rain with sunshine is cool
...::The Opposite Sex::...<3
First Thing You Notice: Physical appearance: eyes Personality: hard to explain
Personality or Looks: both hopefully
Hair Color: dark
Eye Color: any
Short or Tall: Tall
Romanic or Spontaneous: both
Sense of Humor or Sweet: both
Hook up or Relationship: relationship
...::Currently::...<3
Feeling: content
Listening To: Teenage dirtbag
Wanna: sleep
Doing Besides Typing: talking on msn
Thinking About: Sleep
Wearing: shirt peter got me when he went to Victoria and pj’s
In Love: come back later
Single: yep
Best Friends: Erin Amanda Cathy Ashleigh Jess Joel their in random order though
...::The Future::...<3
Career: writing
Marriage: someday
Kids: someday

And now compare it to the YEAR TWELVE version of myself:
...::About Me::...<3
Full Name: Ebony Krystal Noon
Eye Color: Blue with green ring and can be gray depending on light.
Hair Color: Dark brown with (ugh) blonde hairs here and there.
Height: 163cm
Shoe Size: 8 1/2 - 9
Ring Size: Either 6 or 7
Heritage: Scottish, German, English and Irish but pretend to only be English and Scottish and I guess Irish isn’t bad (I'll keep this the same - still rings true)
Graduating Year: THIS YEAR - 2011!
Birth date: 31/07/94
Zodiac Sign: Leo
...::Firsts::...<3
Concert: Never been. Still.
Best Friend: Caitlin from Kindergarden. Or Sally-anne actually. Hmm. I'm confused.
Crush: Jayden-Allen Waters though I have no idea what happened to him.
Pet: cinnamon the rat unless you count mischief (still true)
Sport: hockey (no I think it would be Basketball)
...::Have You Ever::...<3
Sky Dived: nope
Bungee Jumped: nope
Gone out of the Country: nope
Beaten Someone Up: In Jujitsu probably but maybe not
Gotten Beat Up: unless you count peter tackling me, no
Killed an Animal: :O evil, no!!! I've had pets die.
Swam in the Ocean: yep
Broke the Law: Sadly, yes.
Smoked: eww nope
Chewed Tobacco: eww again, nope (Haha right on little me!)
Drank: nope. Well water and softdrink and lemon lime and bitters (no alcohol)
Been Kissed: unfortunately no
Been In Love: Yeah. I don't know why I said come back later.
Dumped Someone: Yeah, if you count Joel.
Been Dumped: No.
Broken Someone's heart:Yes, Joel. :(
Had Your Heart Broken: Yes
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: Many times
Broken A Bone: yep
Had Surgery: Still no thank god.
Had an X-ray or MRI: yep
Failed a Class: Never!
...::Favorites::...<3
Color: black & blue & gold
Food: Roast.
Drink: Lemon lime and bitters
Snack: Samboy's BBQ chips
Cereal: Nutrigrain
Ice Cream: mint choc chip but ice-cream makes me ill
Candy: tic tacs. Do they count? If no, chomps.
Restaurant: Never really had a fav.
Fast Food Place: At the moment, subway.
Store: DFTBA records. Or bookstores.
Animal: Ligers and tigers.
Quote: It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live -Dumbledore.
Sport To Play: Quidditch
Sport To Watch: Dancing.
Movie: Dirty Dancing (see what I did there?)
TV Show: Uhhmmm... World's Strictest Parents?
Type Of Music: Eclectic
Band: No favourite.
Singer: none or too many
Song: I’ll never let you go or drops of jupiter or bad day etc
...::This//Or//That::...<3
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Cake or Ice Cream: cake
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds (never been to burger king)
Love or Money: love except breaking heart love because then I might choose the money, depends on the memories really
Music or TV: Nah still music, if it was youtube, instead of tv, I'd pick youtube.
Cat or Dog: cat but dogs ArE* awesome too
Mom or Dad: mum but I love my dad
Truck or Car: Car
Ocean or Lake: ocean
Yahoo or Hotmail: hotmail
Google or AJ: Google (AJ is my sisters nick name O.o)
Light or Dark: dark
Country or City: country
Rain or Sunshine: rain with sunshine is cool
...::The Opposite Sex::...<3
First Thing You Notice: Physical appearance: eyes Personality: hard to explain
Personality or Looks: both hopefully but obviously personality
Hair Color: dark
Eye Color: any
Short or Tall: Tall
Romanic or Spontaneous: both
Sense of Humor or Sweet: both
Hook up or Relationship: relationship
...::Currently::...<3
Feeling: Nostalgia
Listening To: Crickets Chirping
Wanna: Talk to my younger self back in time.
Doing Besides Typing: Procrastinating on cleaning my computer.
Thinking About: Year eight.
Wearing: Old scrappy clothes,and tiara.
In Love: Nope.
Single: Yep
Best Friends: Amanda, Jess, Kyle
...::The Future::...<3
Career: Film industry
Marriage: Maybe
Kids: I'm starting to like the idea.


So while I have changed there are still things that are the same. maybe when I revisit this thing in another four to five years I'll be completely different. Who knows?




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